There's a place for us.

I spent today dealing with the issues that sometimes arise supervising a lot of people all at once. It was productive and, in a way, enlightening. I look forward to tomorrow, as I always do, to face yet some unknown challenge. I think it keeps me young. My face may not show it, but my spirit and energy are certainly a testament to creativity and active thought.. and action. I feel.. what, hmm, young. I know what to do and so I do it. That confidence is satisfying. That may be the fountain of youth. Active activity. The power to not only control the temper of one's day, but to affect those that may need a bit of teaching. "There's a place for us.." Okay. Not the right quote, but if you take it out of context it can be. What the f...k. I can only use what is in my brain.

I miss so many people. I longed again for my mom tonight. I longed for you too Claudia. I long for my husband and my very very dear best friends. But, know, I am happy here. I believe I am doing important work. I enjoy my colleagues and that makes every thing easier.

People keep asking me why my blog doesn't share some theatrical gossip or talk about health care reform (I support health care reform...oh, my god, please.) or other politics, or that fucked up Dick Chaney, but..that is not what sends me to sleep. That is NOT what I want to talk about.

I want to be who I need to be each day to support my "crew." I want to be there for them. It takes 90% of my focus. The rest has to been spent on my dear devoted wonderful husband. That is it. That is life.

I have a job to do. I like my job. I will do it.