Dear Friends.

We lost Gordon Davidson this week. Such a shock because as I told EVERYBODY.. we  talk about
him all the time. Still.

My heart is broken. yes. people die. Frank died. my mom died. I need all of them i need them. Stanley died. my Cousin apparently killed herself and i didn't know until years later my cat died and i knew it before anyone told me. And yet.. I have to wake up and appreciate how much.. how much...hm.

and
and
and..
Yeah. death. You know.